Oh boy, do I have a story.
Okay, shit happened last night.
I'm gonna tell it in detail.
So my mom got hit by her now ex....we'll call him..Rando, not his actual name but it's better than saying his real name so. My grandma got angry and she ended up yelling and calling the cops. Cops came, talked with my mom and my sister.
At this point, I was in my room, having an anxiety attack, talking with C.J. and others, trying to get some help to calm down and/or vent.
I decided, fuck it, and go out there.
I ended up doing so and there stood my mom, sister and the cop.
My face was covered in tears, I was sobbing.
My mom saw me and she started crying too.
She ended up sobbing with me in a hug.
But what really fucked me up was the fact that "Rando" is extremely nice and caring when sober, and extremely vocal and violent when drunk.
See, I've had to deal with my fair share of drunks in my life.
The last one I had to deal with physical fights and all that shit was back in 2012.
Now, that guy was horrible and ruined my mom's and I's lives.
I don't think I can see or look at "Rando" now after what's happened.
Let me say, this wasn't the first time he put his hands on my mom.
But this is the first time someone has called the cops on someone in my house.
It's complete bullshit, that I, a teenager, has to go through a lot of heartbreak.
From break ups to this, 2016 is complete and utter garbage for me so far.
Yes, there's been happy things going on but there's just been extremely bad things going on too.
I probably emotionally won't be able to heal.
I am just so done with everything at the moment.
-Alistair